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Anomaly by Derra Nicole Sabo - Book Tour and Giveaway

7/8/2019

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Anomaly
by Derra Nicole Sabo
Genre: Biography

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It's 3am...While most minds are in a blissful state of slumber, mine is wide awake conjuring and pondering endless thoughts. Eyes are fixated on the dark popcorn ceiling above and ears are soaking in blue tunes as my autopilot mind becomes overwhelmed with the past, future and every cherry topped dream in between.

These thoughts range from warm and fuzzy to dark and slightly crippling. Sometimes I wish that my mind had an off switch so that I could power down at night. No such luck. So, wakie wakie! Grab yourself a coffee and a snack because it's 3am and I have so many thoughts to share with you.


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Wires and Veins


Well hello there, gorgeous world, it has been some time since you and I have had an uncomfortably deep conversation. These days I have been spinning in an auspicious state of denial, visibly hiding from the demons and dark thoughts. If I may take a moment to confess, it is extremely exhausting trying to deny one’s brokenness. I don’t know why I would even feel the need to hide from the dark thoughts and demons that reside in the back allies of my mind. They are as much a part of me as I am them. To be honest, I ponder if I would be the same human(ish) if their existence was obliterated.
Freak
Misfit
Outcast
Damaged
These black light words will eternally reside on my flesh, seeping down into the bottom left corner of my pulsating brain. iDerra is who I am, it’s who you young Frankensteins created. A human heart with a mechanical mind, wires and veins intertwining inside a titanium bone frame disguised with German/ Irish freckled flesh. I wasn’t always half robotics, once upon a time ago I resided in the mortal world. But, as the years aged my young innocence, societal attacks that I was unprepared for exploded. Two choices stood before my torched self, exhale one last carbon breath or deeply inhale a puff of chilled oxygen and stand up. The first option felt calming, yet an unknown source within forced the latter.
Thus, was created Derra 2.0, quite a long and mentally torturous journey was taken to get to that point, but I suppose it’s better than waving the white flag.
There are many aspects of life that I am unsure of, but there is one aspect that I am 100% solid on and that is Me. I am acutely aware of my inner workings, why I do things and why I say things. There is always a method to my madness. I was never and won’t ever be one of those humans who can say, “I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking.” Or “I had no idea I did that.” Because I do know. As useful as this characteristic may seem, trust me when I say that it isn’t exactly what it’s cracked up to be. I sometimes wish that I had a smidgen of ignorance, sometimes. My point with this fun little fact is that when I say that I am broken it rings true. This is not a word that I lightly throw about to gain pity, sympathy or the spot light. It is a mere fact. I am broken.
I am going to let you in on a little secret (are you listening?), we are all broken on varying levels, I just choose to not suffocate that part like most do. I did try to once, back when it was safe to be one’s self, but the outcome was silently suicidal. Hiding who I am to keep your comfort intact is a mission I can no longer carry out, for the end result will consist of my self-destruction. That’s okay though, we all need to party in the uncomfortable zone from time to time. Discomfort brings out the thoughts and issues we work like hell to ignore but need to feel. Stop ignoring them, open the door that leads to your dark place and face your demons (fears, doubts, insecurities, past monsters) one at a time. Discomfort causes a chain reaction of human growth personally and publicly.
So, here we are world, just you and I. How about we grab a latte, a chocolate croissant and talk about the thoughts from my broken brain.
P.S. Me being me, I usually attach a playlist containing the songs that temporarily calm the chaos of my cerebral storm, however the lyrical inspiration is too vast for this particular project. Therefore, I am sharing the top 5 artists/bands on my “Morphine” playlist…
Fall Out Boy
Eminem
Beyoncé
Twenty-One Pilots
Blink 182
There you go, there’s your aspirin for those life migraines.
Headphones… coffee… face the world… bed... repeat. ​

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As someone with anxiety, writing is my way of speaking. When my verbal skills fail, my pen excels. I have always had something to say to the world and to the humans residing in it, I just could never get my mind and mouth to be on the same level. So, I picked up a pen and haven't looked back. I have a message for you. A message for my family, my friends and to all the beating hearts. Dear You is a letter personally written, from me to you.


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Anomaly

When you look up the definition of this uncommonly used word, it translates to something differing from the "normal" and quite honestly, that is the best and only way I could describe my life and even who I am.
It is a weirdly satisfying feeling when you have completely pulled the dark and uncomfortable thoughts from the storm inside of your brain. Conjuring up the idea to do so and the actual process of extraction from the brain to the laptop, however, is terrifying. The thought that one day the outside world would be introduced to the monsters in my head and even have an opinion about them, is well, kind of unfathomable.
Every molecule in my brain told me not to be so open, not to share this part of me. Let's face it, while this world is beautiful in it's 4k brillance, there are moments when a switch is flipped and the cold darkness rushes through. As tightly knit we are as a human race, we are also equally divided, especially these days. Smash Mouth had it right all of those years ago, "It's the end of the world as we know it...".
No matter how loudly my brain screamed at me to not enter this adventure, my heart screamed louder for me to jump and start typing (a megaphone always makes a profoud statement lol). So, with a long deep breath and one final doubtful thought I grabbed an iced coffee, my laptop, headphones and released the Gremlins in my head.
There were two main focuses when jumping down this rabbit hole..firstly, I wanted to be completely open with every thought that I decided to share. A "no holds bar", even if it made every bone in my body uncomfortable, which it did lol. See, I have always believed that it is within the uncomfortable that we really learn and grow, unfiltered. We have all heard this before, but how true it is.."glow sticks can't glow without darkness.".
Secondly, I wanted Anomaly to read as though you and I are just two friends sitting in a coffee shop, getting lost in conversation and cold brew coffees with vanilla sweet cream. I wanted anyone who ended up coming across Anomaly to know that they're not in any way alone, that while our battles may differ slightly or while the generations may span out, I know...I get it.
It is so important to continue the mental health conversation, it is so important to continue to shine that 80 watt bulb on the monsters of Anxiety, Depression and Suicide. This will never be a "one and done" convo, continuing the chat and spreading the awareness is what's going to continue to lessen and hopefully end the stigma against mental health.
To those who fight these battles I say this to you...Never be ashamed..Never hide your marvelous self and Never be quiet about your mental health.
To the world, we all have a battle we are dealing with, they differ in type and size, but these battles are being fought. With this knowledge, we should all have a more understanding mind.


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34 Comments
James Robert
7/8/2019 05:21:47 am

I appreciate getting to hear about your book. Thank you for sharing!

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Rita Wray
7/8/2019 11:34:06 am

Sounds like a good book.

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Calvin
7/8/2019 12:08:22 pm

I recognize the cover from somewhere, cool!

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Kristen
7/8/2019 01:07:50 pm

She's looking into your soul! :O

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heather
7/8/2019 02:22:19 pm

This sounds like a fun read for the summer and I love the cover too.

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Debbie P
7/8/2019 03:48:44 pm

This book sounds like a cool read.

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Kelly D
7/8/2019 04:53:57 pm

I like the cover, especially the lightening effect.

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Victoria Scott
7/8/2019 05:24:53 pm

Thank you for sharing!

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Victoria Scott
7/8/2019 06:47:45 pm

Thank you for sharing this!

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Dale Wilken
7/9/2019 12:14:39 am

The book sounds really great.

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lynn clayton
7/9/2019 01:52:01 pm

love the cover looks like a great read

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Amy F
7/9/2019 02:58:25 pm

Sounds like a very interesting read!

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Bea LaRocca
7/10/2019 03:14:36 pm

This sounds like a wonderful read. Thank you for sharing your biography with us.

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Terri Quick
7/11/2019 09:12:36 pm

Cool cover

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Kelly Nicholson
7/12/2019 03:06:52 pm

What do you think of the book or the cover?

looks like a storm is brewing

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SHERRY
7/12/2019 05:44:25 pm

The book sounds very interesting.

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Carolsue
7/13/2019 06:41:09 pm

The cover, with the lightning strike, makes it look like something is going to happen....??? Makes you want to find out what that is!

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Mary Cloud
7/13/2019 06:54:17 pm

No questions - the cover is interesting

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lydia goodman
7/14/2019 09:14:19 pm

Cover is great - edgy

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Emmaline
7/16/2019 08:47:42 am

I remember this book! Hope you're doing well and good luck with the book tour! :)

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Allison Swain
7/23/2019 02:45:05 pm

The cover is really pretty and this sounds like an interesting read.
Thank you for the chance to win!

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stephanie jones
7/24/2019 04:52:21 pm

i love the cover!!

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Nikki
7/25/2019 02:04:18 pm

I love the lightning. *smiles*

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Starla
7/30/2019 09:31:03 pm

I find this cover really pretty and super interesting. The excerpt is wonderful and I am definitely going to check this out for more!

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Daniel M
8/1/2019 07:15:24 pm

like the cover

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Tracie Cooper
8/3/2019 12:38:24 pm

Love the cover, looking forward to reading it soon!

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Teresa D Kunberger
8/4/2019 07:51:44 pm

Author what made you pick this cover? I personally love it!

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Derra
8/7/2019 12:48:36 am

Thank you so much. I wanted a cover that represented what society sees vs what is truly going on in our heads.

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Heather
8/5/2019 04:40:55 pm

Looks like an interesting book.

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Michelle
8/6/2019 04:04:17 pm

Love the cover. Thank you for sharing about your book.

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B.J. Bernal
8/7/2019 01:53:51 pm

Love the cover!

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Cassandra D
8/8/2019 02:41:47 pm

Very interesting.

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NANCY
8/8/2019 07:05:33 pm

Intriguing cover

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Jerry Marquardt
8/8/2019 11:07:40 pm

I would like to give thanks for all your really great writings, including Anomaly by Derra Nicole Sabo, and wishing the best in keeping up the good work in the future.

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